posted on August 24, 2006 9:29 AM
Found via: kottke.org/remainder
It did not work. I began to realize almost immediately that I didn't enjoy reading as much when some of these books were on my plate. Not to say that I hated them all, some I fell in love with and began searching for more books by those authors, but I wasn't having fun.
Finally, after giving up in the middle of one of these books, I came to a painful realization. This was not who I was, and there was little I could do about it. I came to terms with the fact that I was someone who had read a lot more King and Koontz and Grafton than Faulkner or Steinbeck or Tolstoy; and I was someone who, until that writing urge gripped me again, was far more likely to pick up my well worn copies of The Foundation Series than seek out a new writer. Coming to terms with this was easy, coming to terms with being perfectly alright with me being this way was not.
This is why Nick Hornby's article struck me in the way it did. For once, an actual writer was saying the things I had been thinking. I also care little about language, little enough to make me read an entire novel for that reason. Story and character are what drive my enjoyment of reading, not the writer's use of incremental repetition or alliteration. Not to say that I want to read a badly or sloppily written story, but I would rather slog through some occasionally cliched prose in the service of a good story than the other way around.
I'm a reader for lots of reasons. On the whole, I tend to hang out with readers, and I'm scared they wouldn't want to hang out with me if I stopped.
(They're interesting people, and they know a lot of interesting things, and I'd miss them.) I'm a writer, and I need to read, for inspiration and education and because I want to get better, and only books can teach me how.
Sometimes, yes, I read to find things out - as I get older, I feel my ignorance weighing more heavily on me. I want to know what it's like to be him or her, to live there or then.
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